No One's Blogging Anymore
Seems like people i know ain't blogging anymore. On my part, my entries have been coming in slow and ...steady? What the hell. Basically my life has been pretty mundane. It's just about the same every other day, no major changes, maybe just minor changes to my daily routine.
Some changes need money. Like how i would like to further my studies but have to consider hard the financial factor. Even taking up a language course needs careful planning. Is it worth it? What the fuck.
Some of you may be surprise by my amount of swearing but really, i swear quite a bit but at least i have control. And if it's in my mind, there are even more swear words. Well...that's another story.
A little update about the past week. I just recovered from a minor flu-cum-fever-cum-what-have-you. Still have a niggling cough though.
Had an enjoyable weekend with my cousins too. It's a nice feeling to be close with them again like we were when we were young...they are somewhat like me siblings... cool.. We had a pretty challenging game of soccer and despite the opponent's supposed superiority, we did well to draw 2-2 with them. Real good stuff.
I'm feeling more satisfied with my own personal fitness. Got to keep it up though. Now i can run more, do more but still short of being able to recover fast after twist-n-turns or sprints. Will try to work on that with the sessions of football scheduled once a week with my colleague. Football brings me joy!
KB n i are thinking of having a little holiday towards the end of the year. Personally i hope to go places where i have never been with the little money which i have. Man, i am fucking poor. But i guess it's good not to think of how poor i am or how rich others are. At the moment at least, i am still contented to work hard and see in 3-5 years time where i will be. At least that's the plan. Simply put, some things in life just can't be rushed.
Back to the holiday thingy, she's looking at Bangkok, i think basically city life where there is shopping.. As for me, i am hoping to start visiting places, exotic places like Vietnam, Myanmar etc. Taiwan would be good too since i have never been there.. Maybe a compromise or something? But it will have to be only one year-end trip cos it seems like my family is planning to go away during the Chinese New Year period. That will be money again...Nothing's confirmed though and i am fearing for my reservist and my leave...how do i plan for things that are uncertained?
Talking about holidays, my trips home aboard the company bus always seem like a holiday trip where everyone knows everyone and going home is obviously happy for all. It's quite a nice feeling really... So far in the company, it's been ok (taboo!) and i saw how the warehouse workers prepare for the Hungry Ghost Festival. It's quite a family spirit in a way...=)
These days spent with my cousins kind of brings me back memories of when we were young and so much of our childhood were spent at Blk 6, Holland Close. Or is it Holland Rd? Remembering my Grandma and her ngoh hiangs. It's abit of a heartache when i think of her and her last days but i know she is in a happy place in heaven. Inevitably, when i think of Grandma, i will think of me Dad and then my First Uncle.
It's been so long since those 2 years when both of them passed away one year after the other. Dad would be oh-so-old already but at least i feel i am over it. He is fine somewhere up there. Really, my memories of Dad are like becoming lesser and lesser and there are now those precious few memories which i hold on to. Definitely not forgetting my Dad but i have moved on, so has everyone. Should have driven to pay my respects when i had the car...but it's ok, i think i will do it one of these days, it's been so long since i paid Dad respect and in a way update him on everything. Dad is my support. I wonder if they blog Up There? Hahahah if only...
Heaven Gateway? HWW.blogger.com. Heaven Wide Web...Nah...what rubbish.. I am waiting for my cousin's freelance stuff to finish uploading and my God, it's taking years! And I can't start on other stuff cos it might disrupt the connection and then HK...got to re-upload all over again.
Think i have blogged enough already...feeling so hungry now... Take care people while I try to follow Paris & Nicole..Lead THE SIMPLE LIFE.